This song reminds me of you. How is it possible that someone, who doesn't know me at all, can possibly have created a song with words taken right out of my heart and mind?

Slipped Away - Avril Lavigne


I miss you
Miss you so bad
I don't forget you
Oh it's so sad.


I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly.


The day you slipped away.....
Was the day i found
It, won't be the same


I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't ooooooooooooh
I hope you can hear me
Cause I remember it clearly


The day you slipped away...
Was the day i found
It, won't be the same
Oh
I've had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why.
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake it
It happened you passed by


Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you're gone
Now you're gone


There you go
There you go
Somewhere you're not coming back


I miss you.

Oh how I long to carry you.  Inside of me - warm and safe.  Experiencing every moment with you.  All the things that go along with pregnancy.  I want to grow with you, see you inside, feel every movement, and know that you - a part of me and daddy - are going to someday soon be in my arms.  I want to give birth to you - my labour of love.  I want to hear you cry for the first time and feel you as they place your tiny new body in my waiting arms.  I need to know that you're safe, healthy and ours to keep. 
 
I can only hope and pray that one day I get the chance to do it all over again.  Without the loss.  I don't want to know that feeling again. 
 
Please God... just one more time.